There's a moment on the road when things go sideways — and you just have to hold on.
Last night, we rolled into Indianapolis as part of our week-long journey from Phoenix, Arizona, to Andrews University in Michigan. After seven days on the road, our tour bus — we call her Faith — needed to be relieved of her gray water and black water tanks. It was nearly 10 PM when we finally found a dump station at a gas station on the edge of the city. One station. That was it.
We pulled in, tired but grateful, ready for what should have been a routine fifteen-minute stop.
It was anything but.
When Routine Becomes a Nightmare
The moment we finished connecting the hoses and opened the valves, everything went wrong. The dump station was clogged — something we had no way of knowing in the dark — and black water began spraying in every direction. Fast. Everywhere.
Within seconds, the smell hit the entire lot. People nearby stopped and stared. We scrambled to disconnect, tried desperately to wash down the area with the tap water available, but there was no drainage system. There was nothing we could do.
The shame was immediate. Even though the problem wasn't our fault — even though we couldn't have known the station was clogged — we felt the blame. We felt every eye. We felt the weight of a mess we didn't intend to make.
We disconnected as quickly as we could, climbed back into Faith, and disappeared into the night. I couldn't pull out of that parking lot fast enough.
The Mess We Didn't See Coming
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." — Romans 3:23
Sometimes in life, we make a mess — not always from carelessness, but because something broken was already in the system long before we arrived. A decision that seemed right. A path that looked clear. And then without warning, what should have been simple turns into something we never intended.
Our instinct? Run. Disappear. Do exactly what we did that night — detach, drive away, and hope no one saw.
And that's exactly what we tend to do with God.
God Sees What Others Can't
At that gas station, people in the parking lot saw the mess. They couldn't see the clogged station. They couldn't see the broken infrastructure in the dark. They assumed. They judged by what was visible on the surface.
But God doesn't work that way.
"The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." — 1 Samuel 16:7
When we run from our messes — from our failures, our embarrassments, our unintended disasters — we run as if God sees us the way that parking lot did. Shocked. Disgusted. Ready to write us off.
But He doesn't.
He sees up close. He sees what we can't even see in ourselves — the clog in the system, the broken things we didn't know were there, the conditions we were working under. He sees the heart behind the decision, the exhaustion behind the choice, the intention underneath the outcome.
He Knows What You Can Become
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." — Jeremiah 29:11
God doesn't just see your mess. He sees your potential. He sees the journey you're on — from where you started to where He's taking you. He knows Faith needs to make it to Michigan. He knows the road still ahead.
All He asks is that you don't run from Him the way we fled that parking lot.
Stay. Let Him see you up close. Trust that His view of you is bigger, cleaner, and more complete than any midnight parking lot moment could ever define.
Keep Rolling
We were back on the highway within minutes. Faith kept moving. The mission continued. And this morning, we woke up closer to where we're going — a little humbled, a little wiser, and grateful that the God we serve doesn't judge the way a parking lot does.
Whatever mess you're carrying today — intended or not — don't run.
God already sees it. And He sees you — all the way through.
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